It’s been a long time comin’
And it’s good to be back. While I was “away” (aka, hibernating, ie depressed) I was dying to be back in my blogging routine, depression hurts – if you ever need someone to talk to, send me an email!! and now that I’m back it feels great! I’m also trying to journal regularly as I said in my earlier post. So along with that I’ve decided to change up a few things. You may have noticed I changed the header, but I’ve also set some short-time and long-time goals for myself. Part of the reason I was down was that I felt I was going absolutely nowhere in my life. Every0ne around me was graduating from college/university, getting engaged, getting married, or having their first kid. (or second!!) Where have the years gone? EEK!
Towards the end of my depression relapse, I decided to admit to the fact that not everything happens all at once for you – and that everyone has a certain time for milestones in their lives. Including me!! So while I don’t have a job, am not in school, and am not dating or married, that will all change in due time – hopefully sooner than later. (NOTE; to that lovely handsome future man in my life, hurry your dandy butt up please!! love your wife. xxo)
Starting this week I started putting $100 in my savings account every month, also starting this week I will continue to hoard house decor, accessories, and other stuff for moving out. Starting this week I will watch my weight and improve my lifestyle for the long haul. Starting this week I will begin the steps to finding a job. Sometime this year or the next I will be moved out. Then I’ll figure out my career for once (pretty sure I’m still sticking with fashion) Apply to schools, go to school (maybe in NYC? – by this time I’ll be saving up again) And then after all that fun stuff I’ll fall in love, court my future hubby and get married. Gotta love planning stuff out! :)
I’M EXCITED AND HAPPY – and it feels so good! :)