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It’s been a long time comin’

July 13, 2012

And it’s good to be back. While I was “away” (aka, hibernating, ie depressed) I was dying to be back in my blogging routine, depression hurts – if you ever need someone to talk to, send me an email!! and now that I’m back it feels great! I’m also trying to journal regularly as I said in my earlier post.  So along with that I’ve decided to change up a few things. You may have noticed I changed the header, but I’ve also set some short-time and long-time goals for myself. Part of the reason I was down was that I felt I was going absolutely nowhere in my life.  Every0ne around me was graduating from college/university, getting engaged, getting married, or having their first kid. (or second!!) Where have the years gone? EEK!

Towards the end of my depression relapse, I decided to admit to the fact that not everything happens all at once for you – and that everyone has a certain time for milestones in their lives. Including me!! So while I don’t have a job, am not in school, and am not dating or married, that will all change in due time – hopefully sooner than later. (NOTE; to that lovely handsome future man in my life, hurry your dandy butt up please!! love your wife. xxo)

Starting this week I started putting $100 in my savings account every month, also starting this week I will continue to hoard house decor, accessories, and other stuff for moving out.  Starting this week I will watch my weight and improve my lifestyle for the long haul.  Starting this week I will begin the steps to finding a job.  Sometime this year or the next I will be moved out. Then I’ll figure out my career for once (pretty sure I’m still sticking with fashion) Apply to schools, go to school (maybe in NYC? – by this time I’ll be saving up again)  And then after all that fun stuff I’ll fall in love, court my future hubby  and get married.  Gotta love planning stuff out! :)

I’M EXCITED AND HAPPY – and it feels so good! :)

6 Comments leave one →
  1. July 13, 2012 4:08 PM

    You are amazing. I struggle with depression too sometimes, nothing that has been officially diagnosed, but I know at least a little bit about where you are coming from.
    Having goals and being excited about them definitely helps.
    I wish you the best with everything!

    • July 13, 2012 6:08 PM

      Thanks girl!! Yeah, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder almost 2 years ago now. Thanks for understanding, and the best wishes. You’re the best!! xxo

  2. July 17, 2012 11:20 AM

    Seems like this is exactly where I am in life too! (minus the depression) but still. I like having goals, I just have a really hard time sticking to them. I went through a moment of depression a couple years back, and even though it wasn’t as severe it was still a defining moment in my life.

    All the best to you, and things will only get better!!

    • July 17, 2012 12:09 PM

      Good luck with your goals, you should write them down or something! <3 I'm sorry you had to go through a bout of depression – glad you're doing okay now though!! Thanks so much & likewise!

      Keep smiling! xxo

  3. July 19, 2012 6:39 AM

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    • July 19, 2012 1:44 PM

      I really hope this isn’t a spam comment (it was in my spam folder) but I really appreciate this, made my day! Thanks!

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